Susan Osterman
©Roxanne Hoffman 2005

SUSAN OSTERMAN

 NYC-based Writer 

About The Writer

SUSAN OSTERMAN, a New York City-based writer, earned a Bachelor's Degree from Barnard College in English Literature, and a Master's Degree from City College of New York in Creative Writing and English Literature. She has worked at everything from secretary to adjunct instructor in English to support her poetry habit. Osterman has been widely published in the U.S.A. and Europe (150 poems in various literary magazines and anthologies, including The Village Voice, Downtown, Cover Arts New York, Colorado North Review, translated into Russian (Gnosis Bilingual Anthology) and has written three books of poetry: Silence and Slow Time, Strip Mining, and A Head of Her Time. Her work is being taught in English courses in one high school and one college.

RECENT READINGS:
  • Monday, March 14, 2005 at 8PM Featured Poet with Stephen Graybill on Guitar. ARTKORE's Welcomed Words at Rue de Jardin 4th & Garden Sts, Hoboken, N.J. hosted by Bill Rood & Roxanne Hoffman With Open Mic $3 Donation + Food/Drink Purchase www.artkore.org
  • Monday, March 28, 2005 at 5PM Featured Poet with Roxanne Hoffman and Susan L. Yung. Artist Strike Twice Harm Reduction Benefit, The Spark Cafe & Art Center, 161 West 22nd St. Chelsea, Manhattan. Hosted by Paul Cherashore.




SARA LEE BLUES (For Sara Lee Brownies)


Sara Lee with deep brown eyes
nobody doesn't like you
i met you under greygrey skies
'twas then i had to bite you

I saw you in your cardboard dress
and when i took it off
your creamy brown skin was a mess
man i had to laugh

i didn't stop to talk to you
i took you in my mouth
then i was no longer blue
together we flew south

you'll never know my Sara dear
what a fine lover you've been
you've assuaged my every fear
including being lean

as we lie so happy there
i bite into your walnuts
i think about our sweet affair
and wonder if we're all nuts.




PALM TREE MURMURINGS (For My Aunt Dorothy)


a simple palm tree
palm tree wine and honey
declaring its intentions
to the broad tolerant
sun
the sun is constant
warm and strong
it can hold you
in its arms
a universal, perhaps agnostic lover
just as it holds the
proud spreading green fan
we call a palm tree
its trunk gathered in
organic gray suit
of horizontal
concentric circles

listen, it whispers




CAT(For Grendel)


on a window
a cat sits perched
innocent, neutered
afraid of dogs
and torture
by those
creatures with
2 legs
and strong arms
cats are lucky
because they don't
fall in love
or develop migraines
or worship a deity

cats are lucky
because they eat
everyday
--- house pets, that is ---
without ever lifting a paw
they have no hassles
over unemployment checks
or bosses
they are independently fluffy

cats are lucky
because they move fast
and hide in
infinitely small spaces
and crawl and hiss
with indignation
when their territory
is invaded
cats are lucky
because if you
fall in love with them
they are never the wiser
perhaps wiser than we think
they have 9 lives
maybe improving as each one
slides by
quietly and furrily
they know the saying
"it's a dog's life"
and act accordingly
i.e., like cats
which is, after all,
all one can expect of a
cat....






MEOW MEANS OM


(i think the water is warmer whenever i'm not drowning.)
cat is doo-wap
radio is frisky and tame
light shines
all sleep

the light life of love
psychotherapy

the parable of the poet
the grasslands of greenland genius

the inspired the uninspired
my love for you
my free floating love for humanity
love
coercion

twelve step programs
existence for posterity

my wish for my doo-wap cat
my unfounded principality
my wish you loved me

my stolen typewriters
o my stolen typewriters

my love of life
your life of love

play play
play with doo-wap

my mother's wish that the ten commandments
were still in effect
her wish at 75
that people still cared

the ten commandments
doo-wap
do the right thing
the cat's whiskers

doo-wap

pleasure
health
wealth

sobriety as a religion

try health this time
give up give up give up ˝

patch the wealthy
love poverty

my editor my editor is evaporating
my handsome-ever-handsome poplograghic editor (sic)

john wesley harding
numerous assorted fools
john wesley harding & disciples
outlaws lovers crooks

typewriter broken tough

the lovely person you aren't

the life of reilly

"That time of year thou mayest in me behold"

and the doo-wap cat i once was
and still am
hopping in pleasure

lyrically wound and tightly unwrapped

voice of every soul

distant runner
on time's remote shore

insecurity and drugs

bohemian?
what's bohemian?

insecurity and mice and doo-wap cats
the cat's jumping is perfect doo-wap!

waving wheatfields

drugs & sweet wine
twelve-step programs
existence for posterity

i have gone around in tight skirts
i use my sexuality as a smoking gun
i have no choice
it uses itself against me

i want life easy i want dash & dash & --
to love me

the left margin in contact with the right: no space

the answering machine is purring cat doo-wap˝
the answering machine is purring cat doo-wap ˝

each soul knelt to pray
a city of knees
god's ego is too big

nada
zilch
rien

cat doo-wop the beat of life,
stay on top of the water

don't drown
stay doo-wap stay sexy stay young

the 80 year old
stays flexible & thinks
the 40 year old is "just beginning"
the 40 year old thinks the 20 year old
a child

i think the water is warmer whenever I'm not drowning

i think cat is doo-wap and doo-wap is 50s
life is doo-wap

the song of the spheres is essential and real

i definitely defer to cats
& doo-wap music
they bop; they keep me alive
doo-wap bop bop bop

how wonderful it is to fly

how wonderful to come down to earth

how wonderful to live

i think every song enters god's ear
and reverberates into blind sunlight








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        ©Susan Osterman 2005